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This is the deluxe CD by Pavonine Packaging! They are GORGEOUS disks in mini-vinyl-type sleeves with a velvet-flapped envelope and a TWO-SIDED POSTER (One side has the full album art, one side has all the lyrics).
Includes unlimited streaming of Sit and Wait
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SIT AND WAIT Cassette
Cassette + Digital Album
This album really was meant to be heard on tape. Warm and comforting. Endless Bummer Records. A beautiful double-sided cover card with an orange cassette tape.
Includes unlimited streaming of Sit and Wait
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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lyrics
zugzwang
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In my hole
I draw pictures
To survive
Wishing someone else
Was here, I could
Show them
I'm alive
I get scared
When time
Moves forward
Why can't I
Un-think these things?
Why can't I
Un-torture torture?
I want to huff
On the back
Of the delivery
Truck, maybe
If I'm lucky,
It'll go to
Another town
Or city, I will
Start again
I will never
Make amends
With the
Enemies
I've made
I try to be
Nice, I'm
Going to
Need a
Reason
Not to
Jump
My fellow
Man
Is the
Only reason
I still have my
Ears, 'cause other
People always make
Me feel like I exist. Do
Other people always feel
Like
That?
In the mirror
Is someone
That I met, once
After our one night
Together, I
Developed
Schizophrenia, or
Maybe, that's just
The way I've always
Been. I've always known
These demons, and I always
Just ignored them, but when the
Visions get too loud, they leave me
Screaming on the bathroom floor, pissing
Myself, and throwing up, and I've never been
So scared of anything at all quite like
Everything inside myself, now.
I will get back to normal after
Just a couple hours
And then I will go to work
For five days
At night I'll stay awake
And fight my rouge imagination
No one's gonna hear me scream
I will sit and watch it all repeat
Until I die in the snow
Cold, alone, and helpless
I just wanted to help
But I can't help you
I can't help myself
How do you love
When you can't love
Yourself?
How could I cheer you up
When I'm inside of
Some kind of living hell?
I will get back to normal
After just a couple hours
And then I will go to work
For five days
At night I'll stay awake
And fight my rogue imagination
No one's gonna hear me scream
I will sit and watch it all repeat
It repeats, it repeats, it repeats,
It repeats, it repeats.
It repeats, it repeats, it repeats,
It repeats, it repeats.
Surprising no one, the artist behind this music is a trans woman now. This project may be dead and gone, but she continues to write music with a new band called "Sherry CD-ROM".
Rickety, rollicking guitar-pop driven by Jilian Medford's disarmingly off-kilter delivery. Available on limited-edition colored vinyl. Bandcamp New & Notable Jun 18, 2016
The Seams' jangly pop is full of lovely melodic twists and elegant turns-of-phrases delineating the quotidian details of love and romance. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 5, 2018
